Oww

I had a bunch of tests done the other day which I am still flaring from. I cannot understand why people think that a person with IC can hold their urine for an hour during a flare. It’s like telling a person with dysentery not to poop, just to hold it for a while. I was in so much pain, even after a darvocet and a prosed, that I just considered emptying my bladder totally and everyone within earshot to fsck off because I wasn’t waiting in pain another minute. And the ultrasound was worse. I had to fight not to scream from just a bit of pressure over my bladder. When I could finally relieve myself, I cried as I did so- I haven’t cried when I peed since I was 4 years old!

Anyway, I have no clue as to the results of these tests. I did ask the technician if she saw anything and all she saw were the normal follicles in my ovaries. So I don’t have cysts causing all of my bleeding. Endo is doubtful. Thyroid problems? Dunno. No one has called me back yet. I’m still voting for massive amounts of stress. According to Eloric I had tons of grey hair for a while but it has since either fallen out or somehow regained color. Yeah. I’m thinking stress.
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It’s that time

I’ve been thinking about Nanowrimo lately and honestly, I cannot say whether I will be up to participating this year or not.
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Out of It

Gods, David Gray released a new album last month and I was not even aware of it. Where have I been? It’s like I’ve been living my life somewhere between a haze and a nightmare dreamworld.
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It blows up (again)

Yanno, morning in Thunder Bluff is very beautiful. Having been awake for nigh on 24 hours is not.
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